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Everyone has their dismal days. I certainly have mine. I haven't written as much as I want. Every minute is crammed with something that stresses me. I feel bad about this. I can't let the ones I love down and yet, yet, I MUST write. There is nothing else for me to do except write. It is my life work. So why the hold-up? Why why the constant interruptions? I use to be able to block all things out of my mind and write. Fantastic dreams of voice speaking to me from the awake world as I sleep. Awesome battles that I can't complete as my sword falls through vapor and not through the flesh of my enemy. Babies that are not babies but small adults running with animals.

I saw New Moon tonight. It really appealed to my imagination. Think of it! The man you love must kill you to have you live with him for all eternity. Sort of like getting lens for cataracts; with out them you can't see but when you get them you can't see without them. Irreversible connection that is damned.

It's like mother and child. A job that you work yourself out of if you do it right. But if you love them as deeply as you can you want to cling to them. I am clinging to book four. Broken Angels.

I can't bear to finish it. Can't bear to share it. Why in the hell is that? It has never been that way before. It is such a personal book. The characters are so real. I know Earle, know what he thinks and what he wants. It kills me to think the book will end and fall into unknow hands. Anyway no one will likely read it.